i will forgive if i can tell that you are sincere.
from that sorry you said.
accepting a friend means looking beyond the mistakes,
but it never meant forgiving for me.
i dont know why i just cant do it,
even i wanted so much to forgive.
i guess its the hurt that is so deep that its always there to remind me of the pain.
BUT that doesnt mean i hate you.
accepting=loving you as a friend=treating you as a good friend=giving all that i can,
but this never meant i can forgive.
i need time.
when i make a friend,
i give as much as i can.
to me,
loyalty is a very important thing.
everyone deserves an equal chance to be loved.
sometimes i give too much,
i get hurt.
maybe friendship is so important to me,
that i dont learn my lesson and i continue giving.
i dont want to get hurt anymore.
i’m not sure if i can do it,
but 5 months from now,
new life.
i just need a break.
maybe i wont be back.
maybe i will.
but memories always etched in my heart(:
